runningbird anger is one emotion that can camouflage.
it also has a tendency to keep bubbling under the surface,if not dealt with and can blow sky high for what would seem a trivial issue.
you are aware that you get angry yet put on the happy face when you give in to your parents summons. which is unfair.both to you (as you are not being true to yourself) and to them (because they see how dutifully you do what they tell you whereas inside you are resenting the hell out of it)
you get angry.
could you elaborate and disect that?
what do you feel? and have you felt it before?is it a regular way you are with your folks?do you usually express your true feelings to them?
the reason for this thread could very well be what you say..but it could also be accepting your anger.and dealing with it.
feeling guilty for being angry at your parents is also part of it.
or maybe its time to break out of the 'good dutiful son' box into a 'i love you mum dad but i got my own stuff to do' reality?
donno just see why you are guilty of being angry at them.
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