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pianoperformer · 05-20-2009, 06:12 PM

I just wanted to return to say that I am going back to the music school at Duquesne.

They were a little iffy, seeing as I've changed my mind a lot, and said they'd give me one more chance. That makes me nervous, but I know I really do want to stick with it. I just wonder how I can make this different than every other time, and I really don't know. Perhaps the psychologist will help with that.

Perhaps if I stick things out instead of wanting to change just because my interests have shifted a bit. Perhaps if I am not so tough on myself, and give myself some guilt-free time to relax. Perhaps if I set aside some time occasionally to program, to keep myself grounded.

I really don't know, but I know this time has to be different. I'm tired of spinning my wheels.

05-20-2009, 06:12 PM	#17 (permalink)
pianoperformer Love in Action (Mod) Join Date: May 2008 Location: Ohio Posts: 2,527	I just wanted to return to say that I am going back to the music school at Duquesne. They were a little iffy, seeing as I've changed my mind a lot, and said they'd give me one more chance. That makes me nervous, but I know I really do want to stick with it. I just wonder how I can make this different than every other time, and I really don't know. Perhaps the psychologist will help with that. Perhaps if I stick things out instead of wanting to change just because my interests have shifted a bit. Perhaps if I am not so tough on myself, and give myself some guilt-free time to relax. Perhaps if I set aside some time occasionally to program, to keep myself grounded. I really don't know, but I know this time has to be different. I'm tired of spinning my wheels.