To me it sounds like you enjoy snooping, otherwise you wouldn't be doing it. Unless that is you do things which you don't enjoy.
The simple fact that he isn't covering any tracks (that you CAN snoop in the first place) tells me that he's probably faithful.
This is all intuition though.
Anyway, you sound like you need someone who vibrates more on your own level. If he's God-given, well, then what are you, chopped vegan liver? You don't sound like you're on equal footing and it sounds mostly like that's your fault.
But hey, snooping is fun.
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