Dude, did you read what you wrote??
Is THIS the girl you really want to be with? Won't she bring you down with her? It sounds like issues man, think twice before venturing down that road.
And now... stop worrying about what to expect from HER.
What do you expect from yourself?
What kind of guy are you?
What kind of person would you like to be ideally?
How would this person handle this situation?
If she wants to mess around with her life situation, then that's her choice. Don't get dragged into it. Continue your life. Don't worry too much about her, I know it's hard, but this is the way it will have to be. Everything comes to an end some day - and every moment is a new beginning.
Seize the moment. Live your life now.
I definitely agree with the previous analyses:
"I really hate to tell you this, but sounds like she'll keeping you in a holding pattern in case new boyfriend doesn't work out."
Finally, be careful that she doesn't plant herself in your energy. When some people feel insecure, they try to create some drama, tension or suspension so that other people think about them. Basically she makes sure a little of her is planted in your energy, so you're always spending energy on her.
Don't accept that.
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