Rosa - thanks, i think you are right, i need to let the crush slide, i just feel so wrong for letting it happen in the 1st place, not for me, but for her, she's now going to be upset and i allowed that to happen. I think it might have just been an escape from my normal life and thats why i got so excited by it all.
I do love the ex, and she definately deserves more, as she is a strong person i know she'd drop me like a hat if i ever treated her like that again, and i'd deserve that.
I am finally aware of my weed addiction, and is definately something i'm seeking help on, i'm also now aware it has affected my moods and behaviours. My best mate is moving in with me in 2 weeks time, so he's helping me cut down now, and when he moves in we are both going cold turkey, and find plenty of stuff to keep us occupied.
rose A - i couldn't agree more.
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