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Originally Posted by Foggy  This is the final and deepest cause of my anger.... I felt deeply disrespected. I have never been so angry that I've lost control of myself before that in my life... I've ever directed my anger at someone with the intent of hurting them. And oddly to this day, I don't feel regretful for it.
...I never let go of any of the anger. I have a feeling most of it is directed at myself for letting her back in my life against my better judgment, but it manifests itself as anger towards her. ... happier with it than I have ever been before. Except for this anger, and I don't really know what to do with it. |
If you intended to hurt you and you still don't regret it, what does that say about how you really feel about her?
If you admit to hating yourself for letting her back in, why do you stay with her?
Sometimes people can get back together, but that implies both people realized what they did wrong and are both making efforts to change and improve. Instead I hear you tell me of a girl who breaks up with people casually, she doesn't get why she hurt you, and you don't get why you can't leave a girl who treats you this way.