I am not sure what you are waiting for. I rather be alone than being with someone like that.
How can you make love to someone who are not clean. Smoking is another deal breaker for me. Cannot kiss a smoker regardless of how hot he looks. Just like licking an ashtray.
May be you are lonely and had been alone for many years before you met him and afraid that if you leave him you will not find another one, that's why you are hanging on to him.
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