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Originally Posted by Grakyl  I want it to be just me and her like it was in the beginning. We were so happy it was awesome. But I cant keep feeling like this you know? |
So how do you want to feel?
No matter who else is in the picture, you can still have that deep connection. And no matter how connected you are, you'll never fully block everyone else out.
Feel deep inside of you to that place that cannot be touched by any worldly event. A place where even the most powerful of negative emotions cannot reach. No matter how ****ed up life can seem there's always that center most point of stillness that remains unshaken by life's drama.
Feel that point in yourself. See that point in her. Focus on what you love about each other.
External situations can make that love harder to see. But you don't need to see love for it to exist. You only need to feel it so that you know it exists. And to feel it you have to put your attention back on it.
Experiencing contrast is enough to bring clarity to your desire. You don't need to analyze it until you reach a point of closure. You just need to give yourself the closure of letting go of the need to fix things, and to step into the joy of seeing things as you desire them to be.