 i'm really tripped up about her and what she's doing/said!
my g/f of 7 months and i just broke up after we got back from hawaii... it has since been 2 weeks...
she's already "talking" to someone else now and decided we can't be together right now due to lots of fighting and a lot more stress from her loss of job and possible troubles with the law, etc... she's getting kicked out of her house for sub leasing, she lost her job, she's in trouble with the law, and she's broke.
a few things she said to me during the last two weeks has been really tough on me. she's the typical good girl with LSE. 24 yrs old. she has abandonment issues yet i am the only one her dad & siblings have liked/loved out of any of her previous relationships. she's confessed her love for me, told me how much it hurts her that she misses me, loves me so much deep down inside, can definitely see us being back together as i am and have been the best relationship she's ever had and the best qualities in all the guys she's ever dated, and the one thing that's been tripping me up lately is she came over a few days ago to drop off some stuff she had of mine. before leaving, she started crying and said she knows that she hurt me but just to please not shut her out of my life completely...
this guy she's seeing now is a 23 yr old douchebag correctional officer...boring, insecure, douche, typical kid... none of his ex g/f's have anything high to speak of and his friends dont really like him either.
anyways, the question here is what should i expect from her in the next few days, weeks, months to come... and what she is really trying to say to me?
what is she doing?
it almost feels like self sabotage.... everyone says they wont last and see's her coming back. is that what i should anticipate?
how should i best play this out? let me be more clear, i really do want her in my life and be with her... (i know most of you are shaking your heads no already, but please humor me)
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