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Originally Posted by Andrew Gubb  That's pretty incredible to hear Plato *hugs*! To be honest I didn't expect you to go this way, but I'm so glad you did. I don't know why, but recently I was reading your posts (fixing up my ideas on polarity) and feeling like you swinging to the darkness was coming soon.
You've been one of my best teachers on polarity, better than Steve in a way thanks to your unique perspective. So I think this experience will be a huge asset for you in helping the world. Just like I was sick so I could become a healer, get it?
God damn this is beautiful! *hugs Plato again*  |
Knowing the directions to Hell and back makes it all worth it.
What exactly does the polarity theory mean for you, Andrew? In practical terms how does it serve you?
I know what it means for me, but I'm curious to see if it's the same for you.
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Originally Posted by Holistic Star Thanks for sharing, Plato. That's a really interesting perspective from someone who has experienced both sides.
How has it affected you in terms of friends you now associate with, or the work you do. Is the inner shift reflected in an outer shift? |
Friends are very different now. Chilled out, accepting, happy and open, but not too motivated. I imagine I'll begin attracting motivated lightworkers into my life as I embrace service.
Main difference between before and after is focus. Before I was obsessed with my goals, and nothing could distract me. My passion was strong enough to push through barriers and make me face fears. I HAD to. In terms of the actual stuff I did, my life was basically centered around learning to control people. Particularly PUA type stuff.
Since then, I haven't cared enough about anything to put lasting effort into it. Actually, since depolarising the only thing that interests me is pushing away this fog of confusion. I did 18 months of a philosophy degree for that reason. I quit when I realised philosophy only offers more confusion.
Pursuing selfish goals doesn't excite me any more, but my interest in creating value is growing, along with my sense of clarity.