You are too insecured. You love him too much for your own good. And you don't think that you are worthy of his love.
Snooping around wont change anything. Nagging wont change anything, even if you catch him cheating still wont change anything. Stop snooping around. Trust him and step back. Live your own life, do your own things, have your own interests. Then you don't have much time sitting around wondering what he is up to every 5 mins.
There is a saying I particularly like "Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”.
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