Hey Magic1
This thread has been on my mind for a bit now. I came to it this morning to find some answers and went through and read the couple of last posts. I was a bit confused at your intentions and you fighting them, but then realized, or maybe even not, that my answer might lay within.
Somewhere down the road the universe realigned my life and gave me some paths to find awareness of a couple of concepts. LOA being one of them. The universe did a beautiful job and I don't think I have been more happy in my entire life as I am right now. My path is challenging yet I have never enjoyed anything in my life as much as what I am attempting to do. I cannot believe how happy I am every minute of the day.
So my seed has began to grow and I am on the path. But something has come up that I,on the surface, didn't want to happen, but deep down, was one of my goals. But....I am stuck. Is it another test? Have I learned from my past yet to complete my growth? I want to take my time and nurture this seed so much as to not ruin the growth. Do I chop off the fruit before it is ripe from being over anxious? Or do I leave my seed alone and possibly ruin the fruit by not picking it?
I kind of know what I have to do. I want to slowly cruise down that lazy river and take in all the good that river has to offer, but I also dont want to keep digging at my seed, which I feel I am doing. AUGH!!!!!
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