haha OH.
well if these are my guides and angels speaking to me, it feels like they're throwing curveballs at me that I barely manage to catch. I've experienced big emotional things that have happened in my life, and oh boy was that an adventure that lead me to healing because I felt so emotionally ripped. Was that REALLY necessary though? Couldn't I have a magically narrated life without satire?
Oh yes, but I am thankful for its perfect timing. It's funny.
Why remind me though?
I've made wishes in the past, be it my subconscious talking, and they've in someways have come true.
Like, when I was little I've always wanted those little cute puppies, but my dad was like...no you're too young, you don't know responsibility, blah blah blah. Then, at 11, my dad remarried, and in came my stepmom's two adorable looking puppies...silky terriers that are 10 years old. One is blind, the other has no teeth. So, yes I did get what I want..sort of.
Or in middle school, there was this guy i had a huggggee crush on. I made a wish to get to know him more, and next thing you know, I'm in every single one of his classes-same math table, lab partners, homeroom table, PE group. That was interesting, but rather annoying.
I am all for reality shifts. Yes, magical puns...are amusing.
However, is there a reason why my subconscious could have such a powerful effect in my life? Does everyone have that ability? I would think that they do. We are the architects of our own fate, I would like to believe.
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