I think this is it for me...I need to give it up...everything, totally..the whole lot...this is the biggest and most hardest thing for me, because if I give up, who's gonna get it for me...and the thing is, that place I talk about where manifesting actually takes place...below thought, where my faith is...... well that place will...so I don't need to worry about it.......in fact, this is that thing I talked of the other day with the sync I got, somethings gotta give...its my ego and attachment and resistance.....
I'm glad I am logging all of this though...
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