I feel what you're going through. Trust me, I have been there. I respect Viking4525's words.
The key is accept, surrender, let go of the illusion of thoughts. It is an illusion because the moment you become aware, they disappear instantly. If they disappear, are they any real than you make them?
Another thing, did you know that you are simply seeking yourself in this great girl? You are seeking joy & peace from this girl when, in fact, you are already that joy & peace.
Of course, it is difficult to live intellectually so I advise you to reflect on my & others words rather than remember them through mind. Feel it!
Last edited by young; 05-06-2009 at 05:07 PM.