[xhironakamurax]

Hey guys, I think it's probably my age but I've been going through this thing that started 2 days ago.
I'll give you some back story here.
I'm 16, homeschooled and I'm not saying because I'm homeschooled I don't have as many friends. I work alot, and I do see my friends alot, and I work with one of them, and I may kill him...mabey.
So I have alot of friends, but I really only see about 3 of them, I talk to the rest on msn.

Now this girl I like, she's homeschooled too, I've been working up the courage to ask her out, and we talk about dating a bit, and I finally did ask.
She said she likes me, but we should hang out as friends first.
Recently this other guy has come into her life, and I've been told by her best friend that this guys likes her, and he sees her more often and lives much closer to her. And well, I heard about them hanging out, and playing halo, and everything. And I started crying, thinking about all of this, how I should just give up on her, stop trying because he actually has time to hang out with her. Every time I hear her talking about him, I get really sad. I never thought I was the jealous type at all.

I don't know what to do, she seems to be acting different, she says he's just a friend, but I don't know. I talk to her online, and we met almost a year ago, and haven't really talked in person since then, but I know her really well, and she knows me really well, I don't keep secrets from her.

I'll add on more about my ass friend, and non ass friend.. and slightly ass friend.