[magic1]

I did have a good one yesterday though.....I was sitting down watching a movie and the adds came on...anyhow I noticed that the movie SIGNS, (get it signs!) was on at 1.15am...I thought to myself that an odd time for a movie....

anyhow the adds finished and I carried on watching my original movie, at the same time, I noticed that the guy in the movie lived at apartment 115 and thought is was odd, that I had just seen this same number so I logged it as I knew it may come up again....


YES I was right, the next morning I had coffee with a friend, and I was telling her how I am very confused, I was telling her about all this energy I get, but am struggling to do it in real life, and at the moment, IM FEEL BLOCKED, stunned and resistful of flow..... anyhow I was bleating on...and this girl is the type of person who does not mince her words, and she started telling me off!!!!!!...she was saying...YOUR A CONTROL FREAK ANG! just start walking! and I was going ok...but I dont want to do this, and I have tried that........and she goes.......LOOK SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE...REALLY ANGELA, SOMETHINGS JUST GOT TO GIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then it hit me!!!......I knew why I had seen those times the same last night...the guys apartment in the fil I was watching who lived in 115, was actually on the film called....wait for it....

SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE!

moral of the story, I know something in me has to give..I feel it...I feel the resistance...I am putting up a pretty good fight in not TRYING to do something I soooooooooooooooooooo don't want to do........now this is not faith, nor flow...this is me being me...HEADSTRONG and CONTROLLING...this is the things that needs to go (easier said than done!)

also interesting was when we left the cafe, we got in behind a car with tags 88X8888, honestly we don't have tags with that many numbers! universe yet again saying..let go and walk....we got your 8s, but flow down the stream.......mmmm ill keep you posted...