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Originally Posted by viking4525  Hey all,
The ego will never completely disappear, it was a small child when we were born and has been "eating" and feeding on "food" for so many years. However as long as you can see it you are more awake than before .... ego LOVES labels, concepts, definitions .... but step OUTSIDE of the ego, and watch the magic appear. Faith is gained IN THE JOURNEY we are all currently in.
Put it like this, we are made aware of The Process, so we start manifesting small. Then we get the synchs/coincidences start happening. Wow we think, maybe dreams DO come true. Then we get what we ask for ... BUT we still need PROOF. Well we don't but the ego does .... so it continues UNTL we desire something that we/our egos ATTACHES great importance to. Then if we don't see the manifestation within a TIMELINE we doubt it ... we are always looking AT the target. We DIG UP OUR SEEDS.
For me the miracle of The Process is NOT ADDING more to myself, more houses, cars, MORE spirituality. Its NOT reaching that TARGET but rather THE JOURNEY TO the target. Its THE LOSS of ego, the LOSING of all the false beliefs that MADE me happy, but the faith in my own growth that will BRING outside of me my manifestations.
I still feel people believe that The Process is about manifesting something OUTSIDE of ourselves. This is wrong ... its all about what is INSIDE us that externally manifests in our manifested world. We "plant the seeds" INSIDE us NOT OUTSIDE in the world, thats why belief and faith are sooooo important, but the belief and faith OF yourself.
I did read many years ago a saint or someone who made a statement about the arrow and the target being irrelevant but the flight path of the arrow being the important part.
Just my view  |
well my take is this, when you have a target its not meant to cause you pain or stress, it is a quiet knowing in you that is just there, but you are still here....its ok to desire things, its ok to desire particular experiences, its ok, to want more than you have....its just how you feel about wanting them that is the point...this is how you order universes styles, you say HEY UNIVERSE, that would be nice...see what you can do, and while your rustling up that I'm going to be doing this....
Have you ever thought too that even your work on yourself was an order...you desired something more, peace, joy etc???...that was your target....so we need a target to actually even begin a process...everyone who has read a self help book has a target put in place......
I agree though it is about loss of EGO, that's part of it but there is so much more.....what happens when you loose ego? you loose ego to do what?...who are you when you loose ego?? you loose ego to connect with another part of yourself that ego wont let you connect to...this part is who we truely are...and I always say it is a genie......for you it may be just faith in yourself...but for me, it is about connecting myself to source...so I can trust its river and create with it in synch.....this is where I will find my flow.....
I will say, I have had a different process to you viking....my intention has not been about just loosing ego, although that's come up in my process.......my intention was to grow something that had been hidden most of my life...FAITH...faith in source and my connection to it.....this desire came into my life with the appearance of my numbers...this is what started my process, because I could see this odd thing happening, and I wanted to know what it was.....I wanted to see in how being connected to that would alter my experience of life.....and also what I could do with it, but to to that required me to get through this, ie ME! and who I thought I was, this was the peeling............... its been a challenge and a half....I will say that, when you have been cut off for your whole life...to connect to what we always have been but just cannot see takes a lot.....