Andrew, your experience with relationships are similar to mine. Almost all of my relationships with people have been temporary. I can't say that I am still friends with most of my friends from childhood or even high school. I've had very few real friends, and it's the same now. The majority of them are temporary and that discourages me so much. I wonder if there is something that I'm doing wrong but I can't pick anything up. It amazes me to see people who are still in contact with friends from years before - friends who really CARE and who are in it for the long run. I want something like that too.
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