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Originally Posted by Diandra25  your Life seems like a movie story 
must have been tought in the beginning but then you realized that it was the Universal Mind trying to show you what is really Here for You....how much fullfillment,how much magic,how much Love---because that happened for you to forgive him and yourself and everything that was causing you pain - and blinding you from the beauty of life.
OMG - that is the darkness needed in order for you to see your own Light.
it is a toutching sharing - thank you Viking. |
Thats why I am searching AND FINDING calmness now in my life. Its beautiful
Its sometimes tough for all of us to "see the light" but if its ALWAYS THERE. We sometimes have the "blinds" and "curtains" shut and the light switched off, BUT we can at ANY TIME open the curtains/blinds AND/OR turn the lights on!!
Just down to us individually.
Yes, life was showing me ALL the time, I was ignoring it. I was MANIFESTING it. I didn't know a name for The Process, but this ALL makes sense in hindsight.
This ALL had to happen to ME so I would then see. As different things happen to all of us INDIVIDUALLY to see.
So now you understand that I lost my FIRST UNconditional love when my mother died when I was a child, not REALISING that my dad actually DID love me but I DIDN'T REALISE!!!
Now all those years on meeting my last love and finding UNconditional love with her brought up a bunch of stuff INSIDE me that I had NO IDEA about! All of this "knowing" is all afterwards!!
So you see, that I must complete this part of myself in order to "manifest" my previous love back. And the Universe is helping her with HER INSIDES to. When she and I are ready then all will be revealed
I took life/the Universe for granted TOO many times, even though it has shown me how things come and go. I held on TOO tightly to many things, my ego was hoarding/needy defining itself by things, positions, people etc. Over the years I have slowly let go of THINGS and now realise and accept the beauty in ALL things and ALL people.
I hope people wake up for themselves EARLIER than I did, I hope they didn't have to have their ego bashed SO many times. BUT for those of you that are "headstrong" like I was, then you may yet have MORE bashes to come.
Always always always be GENTLE and kind to yourselves. Seach inside of yourself and be aware of WHAT you are manifesting. You ALWAYS get what you want ... THAT can also be bad (YET NECESSARY for you to understand) ... but that is another part of my "darker" story which I may share another time.
Once you know what you TRULY desire in life, once you have LIVED and EXPERIENCED the one side of life then you know what you want. Then use The Process and DON'T KEEP DIGGING AT YOUR SEED of manifestation