I don't know exactly were to start:-D. Recently I have been attracted to learning about the spiritual dimension of human beings. I always knew it exists but never had the opportunity to explore spirituality. Being born in a staunch christian home, we were conditioned to think about religion and spirituality in a restricted and limited way.
My life changing spiritual experience, began about 10 months ago, when i was on holiday in Romania. Visiting my girl friend, i expected to have an exciting and fun fuelled experience, well did in other ways. To cut a long story short, my girl friends mothers friend was some type of prophetess.She took us to the mountains and performed some sort of deliverance for me. I was so scared at this time seeing and feeling sensations which i never thought possible. Because of my ignorance i accepted everything that was said about me as true. I was proclaimed to be some sort of evil person that walk this face of the earth.Thus, to my benefit i was miraculously set free by this prophetess. To be honest i did feel free, i fasted and prayed for over a month while i was there. Was told to quit my job and deliver other evil people
The reality of everything hit me when i came back home to South Africa. With no job anymore didn't no what to do with my free self. After going on the internet and reading extensively on the human mind, esp, spirituality. I realised that i actually had been cleared of all my negative beliefs and structures. Which was excellent, so i stopped being angry and fustrated over what had happened:-D.
When i look back at my life, i agree that i was carrying lots of negative vibes. Even before my trip to Romania i had strange sensations when i was around various people. I felt supressed or something like that. I know realise that i actually feel and sense what other people think and feel.However, i dont exactly know their actual thoughts or feelings but i pick up on their vibration. its cools but very strange and stressful. i now understand that i have some extra or supernatural ability.But i dont know how to use it or what to with it.
Im addicted to brainwave entrainment and moving to alpha levels and all that jazz. So i feel clear most of the time.I dont understand how this works though.
I also need advise on how to tap into this ability to benefit me.Sometimes i take so much of others negative vibes i dont know how to get rid of it quickly. Not anyone will understand what im going through and seeking advise from those who have no idea is dangerous.
I really understand what you going through. Its comforting to find out that there are others out there that feel the same way that i do. It is really difficult to function in this world with these gifting.
I pray that we can use our gifts to help others and make this world a better place when we learn how to use it effectively.