I'll try, but it's kind of hard to pinpoint. Whenever I do anything, I feel strongly compelled to stop, but it isn't typical procrastination. My mind just sort of always forces itself elsewhere. I can't even focus while having extremely important conversations. I'd like to say that I tend to focus more inward, but I'm not sure if it's always the case. A common thing I tend to do when my mind wanders is start to create fictitious scenarios in my head, some of them a little outrageous and unlikely. It's as though half of me isn't there and my outward self suffers because of it. The most I've committed to is doing tasks in small time portions every day, as I get easily distracted. The longest I've done anything other than TV in the past couple years is play drums or record music, and I think the record for that is an hour and a half in one day. |