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Bender.PUA · 04-26-2009, 11:03 AM

I play this MMOgame EVE online. What I find kinda disturbing is that I really enjoy criminal stuff, stealling from other players, making traps and scamming them.
Please note that these are really people and the game mechanics are such that they sometimes loose months of hard work due to my actions. Reall months,asin jannuary,april, may.... 100 of hours playtime.
On the other hand, in RL I am honest, I never lie or steal, never did and never will.
So.... if as Steve suggested that this egzistance is sort of a MMO game for higher conciussnes (as I see it) to experience growth. Just like that I play EVE, to see what if, to find out about myself.
Well, Im not liking what Im discovering.
Just recently I nailed a guy for 700 milion isk. Not only do I like that I gained substantial ingame income, I acctually liked the fact that he will be pissed off for atleas a few days.

Perhaps I would like to piss people off in RL Im just scared of the consequences?

04-26-2009, 11:03 AM	#1 (permalink)
Bender.PUA Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2006 Posts: 24	Im enjoying criminal activity. I play this MMOgame EVE online. What I find kinda disturbing is that I really enjoy criminal stuff, stealling from other players, making traps and scamming them. Please note that these are really people and the game mechanics are such that they sometimes loose months of hard work due to my actions. Reall months,asin jannuary,april, may.... 100 of hours playtime. On the other hand, in RL I am honest, I never lie or steal, never did and never will. So.... if as Steve suggested that this egzistance is sort of a MMO game for higher conciussnes (as I see it) to experience growth. Just like that I play EVE, to see what if, to find out about myself. Well, Im not liking what Im discovering. Just recently I nailed a guy for 700 milion isk. Not only do I like that I gained substantial ingame income, I acctually liked the fact that he will be pissed off for atleas a few days. Perhaps I would like to piss people off in RL Im just scared of the consequences? __________________ I hate it when Pavlina is telling me something I don't wish to hear.... and I know He's right.