Originally Posted by BlackWigger
Just because I'm doing it doesn't mean it has a point :/
It's also true that since I'm already forced unto this pointless life, I have to find a way to kill myself... and thus I asked for help here. Why should I kill myself if it doesn't matter ? Well... it matters to me, since I have to cope with it.
It's true I could have made up a purpose for myself, but I can't. Death just makes more sense... too bad I'm a ***** though.
Seems like there isn't any point to fixing them at all, so I don't see why bother with life. Even if I was free of the ego, I wouldn't win, because whatever I did, it was... meaningless and forgettable.
Well failed because we're stuck with not being able to do much compared to the universe and being mortal.
I said we should all kill ourselves - I guess I was wrong, you're right that it doesn't really matter if we do that or don't. When I think about it, most people would find not killing themselves more convenient simply because they're unsure of what happens in death. Not me, tho
Thing is, it just looks like you are here to argue and that you aren't looking to chage. When you are looking to change, you ultimately accept that you don't know everything, and that, even if a solution sounds ludicrous to you that it *might* just be the solution that works for you if you only try it.
You are going to stay exactly as you are, with no change in the way you think things, until you let go of your pride, admit that you might be wrong, and start accepting other views and advice as something you can truly, seriously try with an open mind.
Yeah, I know you said you've tried everything, but it's obvious that you haven't. And it's also obvious that you didn't approach it with the right mindset, because, based on your responses to this thread, you aren't open to anybody else's advice or opinions but your own.
Until you find a way to open up and truly try things with an open mind, you'll never change.