Recently a lot changed in my life. I moved to a new country. I found my true values. My mission. Chose a medium to do it and am acting on it. I'm happier than I've been in a long time. I have a feeling that I'm doing the right thing. But there is a fear still in me that I haven't defeated. I can't name it but can describe it.
I'm afraid of new situations where I have to communicate with people I don't know. I don't like it when there are too much new things in my life. That's partly because I'm introvert and prefer stability and home. But still I'm a Man damnit.. I shouldn't be fearing such things. Or maybe just being too sensitive about it. Maybe it's not fear I have to defeat but the sensitiveness. I have too much of it. I tend to forget things and words when in new situation with some pressure. I know english language pretty well, passed exam with flying colors but in real life I forget words and get a little lost..
That is what I need to defeat.. How could I do it?
