[shawnveber]

Hi everyone! :-)))

Now that that's done, excuse my brevity, but I am in deep trouble, like on the street trouble unless I get hired soon.

I am an experienced IT Engineer, and have been getting offer after offer for work. I do the interviews, and things go great, but nothing ever pans out!

I have about 1 week left before I am broke. My fiance' I was engaged to messed me over, broke my heart, slept with another man and stole my cash. I ended up quitting my job and moving as I could not deal with what happened; I came close to suicide. She basically laughed at what she heard about me from a friend! SICK...

I went to Iraq and did some work, came back and moved to Texas (from California). I have had nothing but problems. Interviews go great, but then I don't get the offer letters I expected (for employment).

I do believe in manifesting goals and have done it. I used to be a Christian but got sick of the guilt and feeling bad whenever I was doing well and making money. My fiance was a Catholic and man talk about GUILT and self-defeating thoughts. I hate any Christian religion now, I won' hide it. I'm not a bad guy and am actually probably too kind to everyone, and it seems to get me in trouble (or I am kind to the wrong people?).

I could really use help from anyone here who could help me manifest a new job ASAP. It's that bad.


Shawn