Floslib, this is what I was thinking as I read it.
Sydneyace,
I also feel that this toilet plugged is your subconscious trying to cry out to you, to stop bottling up and pushing down (swallowing) your emotional pains, and to start dealing with them either thru meditation, therapy or a good old-fashioned cry.
I feel it is safe to assume that you are one of those people who feels that crying (even when alone) is some sign of weakness or something. It ISN'T. It is a way to release things, before they build up in you to the point where you are about to explode. Think of it like the old fashioned pressure cookers. What do you think would happen if that little tipsy topsy thing didnt go psh psh psh psh releasing the steam? It would in fact explode.
Refusing to tend to emotions as they arise, is more of a sign on weakness than crying. I say this, because it is in a way; a form of running from a problem. Either way..you aren't dealing with it. Your subconscious mind is trying to tell you that it is time to deal with these things before you have a real mess on your hands. (and the hands of those around you.)
Blessings to you,
Rebecca
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