Well I rationalize them away cause they dont work for me :/
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Originally Posted by Holistic Star  But it is weird. It feels so real. But it's not. Those thoughts aren't real at all. They just feel real. But with the right actions you can just brush them away. |
The thoughts you get now are real ? I dunno...
I don't really know where to move now. As I explained in my previous post, wherever I turn, I run into problems.
I tried thinking of socializing and social interactions as completely unimportant, but my emotions still draw me into feeling so depressed. It seems as if I want to be accepted so badly... and not only accepted, be one of the most liked persons as well. I think it's because of the ego, my ego likes it so much when getting approval from others. And I can't prevent that.
Hell, I was thinking, how would it be if I was actually an interesting person and had plenty of social interactions ? I would still have some problems to be sad about, but overall, thanks to the emotional highs Id get from other people's approval, I would be happier overall.