Originally Posted by BlackWigger
That wasn't the answer to your question, the answer was enclosed in quotes because I already answered it before. This was the answer:
"I'm not sure I want any meaning any more... it won't matter in the end :/
I wanted to become an influential politician, partially for my own reasons (being admired by others?) and partially to help the country (I don't live in the US just fyi)"
Well, that's definitely getting warmer. At least now we have something to work with.
So - you want to make a difference. You want to help your country. Right there is your life purpose. How, on earth, can you say that your life is "pointless" when this is what you want to do?
If you feel overwhelmed by this mission (and you probably are), take it one small step at a time. You don't need to run for president tommorow... Just go out there and do something valuable.
How about starting with a really small step: Tell us what country you live in. And if you really want to get things going, start a discussion here, on the StevePavlina forums, about the problems your country is facing.