Originally Posted by Plays With Life
@ OP - I think what's happened is you've become numb. I've been in a place where it wasn't possible to enjoy anything. There's no enjoyment in any sensation or experience. Is that what you're talking about?
I'll let him speak for himself, but my take on what you're describing is the feeling that your brain is just a collection of chemicals designed to trick you. You feel like a puppet being pulled along by a set of chemical strings. For example, you desire sex because of hormones. You just want to cut the strings and be free.
The solution is to cut the strings without ending your life.