Originally Posted by GHI
Nice try, but that's not an answer to my question.
I've asked you about your deepest dreams and aspirations. You know, those "impossible" things you think you deserve. The goals which, if you only believed them to be realistic, would give your life meaning.
Will killing yourself give your life meaning? No. If you opt out of the game of life now, you'll be doing a big mistake. Because you can win this game. You just have to define what "winning" means to you.
That wasn't the answer to your question, the answer was enclosed in quotes because I already answered it before. This was the answer:
Originally Posted by BlackWigger
I'm not sure I want any meaning any more... it won't matter in the end :/
I wanted to become an influential politician, partially for my own reasons (being admired by others?) and partially to help the country (I don't live in the US just fyi)
Originally Posted by spirit4711
Are you serious, or pulling our leg? I don't see you doing anything with the suggestions in this threads.
In case you are serious, you might read Erin's take on suicide.
What's it gonna be boy, yes or no?
I do want to kill myself, but I'm too much of a ***** to do it :/
But I mean, it's hard to just switch to whatever type of thinking you advise, especially when I think it's not worth it.
Originally Posted by Parthon
That's the catch. Does life have to matter to enjoy it? Life just is, and either you enjoy it or you suffer.
Thoughts and emotions come and go, and will always be around too.
In the end, you are the one that experiences the results, so it's about working out how to get the results you want, all in a meaningless, pointless world.
But it has to matter for me :/