Thank you Gasokai for your reply.
Yes, I definitely have the experience of other's voices in my head! It's funny, sometimes when I, and others, are trying to figure out what is best for ourselves, often it is really not for our self! My experience now, as I tell others in my life about what is going on, etc., is of many different opinions and views. I think I have a good general direction in life, but I can be swayed, especially when others appear to be "logical".
I think for the most part, I do what I want to do. Usually though, i don't know if if it is what I TRULY want. Rather, I have chosen what appears to be the best option of what was available for me to want. I just haven't developed the ability to create, or to see the possibilities, especially when I am in the same box, and not in too great of a balanced shape in that box!
Yes, at this time I am definitely looking at life, taking time to assimilate reality and develop a vision. Thank you for pointing out what I may have overlooked.
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