Originally Posted by BlackWigger
I don't feel like I can grow or enjoy life knowing that ultimately it doesn't matter
This is just too much for me... I'm overwhelmed with a thousand thoughts and emotions. And I don't see why even bother with all of it.
That's the catch. Does life have to matter to enjoy it? Life just is, and either you enjoy it or you suffer.
Thoughts and emotions come and go, and will always be around too.
In the end, you are the one that experiences the results, so it's about working out how to get the results you want, all in a meaningless, pointless world.