Your body was put on this planet to live. Nothing else! The point in life is to live. Look at animals. They live, but they dont care how they live. They just LIVE!. Everything else the mind(ego) says is meaningless and can be ignored. Actually it should be ignored because it's all FALSE...damnit!
Congratulations, you realized that fixing flaws only breeds more mind-made flaws. You also realized that achieving goals wont keep you happy for long. Reason why because happiness does not come from the mind. So why not ignore all your mind-made flaws desires, and just enjoy, being the witness of it all
There you go.. thats true happiness.
It's all your ego talking. The ego is dysfunctional and will always swing back & forth. It sees happiness in the future but never in this moment, which is all there is. And funny thing is the future is always the moment. You are not the ego. I REPEAT you are not the ego. The ego will trick you in thinking that you are, but YOU ARE NOT! So comtemplating suicide isn't a decision YOU are making, so all you can do is witness.
But the thing is, I don't see the point of life without goals, or without desires. Who is saying that huh? The ego is and like I said you arent the ego. Since you arent the ego, there is no need to care about it either. Let it be and watch its destructive behavior to learn from it OR dont pay attention to it at all.
When you know, all you can ever be, is the witness of the mind(ego) & the world it projects, would you even care about the body commiting suicide? Surely, you can enjoy watching your mind&body do whatever it is it does. (even if it does kill itself)
I agree with Parthon's Post and also Chad Prigmore 's