| | Life is pretty bad
Any advices on how to motivate myself to finally end my life ? I've been wishing for death for so long, and living life like that, and I'm still alive. It's quite frustrating.
It's just that there's really no ****ing point to life. Maybe I would ignore that fact if I could fix the numerous flaws that are plaguing my personality. Flaws that can't really be fixed. Hell, I bet I would come up with more flaws if I managed to fix all of the ones that I am currently aware of. It just doesn't end. Humans are a failed race, we should all kill ourselves. It's not like it matters.
There's the ego, there's the emotions clouding your judgement and actions, there's a limit to our comprehension and brain capacity. And of course, the lack of innate abilities to achieve what you actually wished for in the beginning.
EVEN if I did achieve some goal, what would be the meaning of that ? Nothing. Also, I would probably not be happy for too long about it either. It's just so... pointless.