Hello lilyann,
Welcome to the forum.
From your description, your husbands sounds like a jerk. If he does not treat you with respect, he has no right to expect it from you. Same for love. The question you want to ask yourself is do you want to put your emotional energy in a relationship that is dying? And only you can answer the question.
Have a look also at different sections in the forum, mainly Social &Relationships and Emotional Mastery. You may find experiences similar to yours.
Treat yourself with respect and love.
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