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lilyann · 04-17-2009, 02:40 AM

Hi! I enjoy learning about others. My favorite reads are biographies. I love paople and look foward to "connecting" with some of you. I am a little lost right now as I have lost my passion for my husband of many years. It has been seeping away. As soon as I feel the attraction return he will call me b---- or be disrespectful. He says he is sorry - but somehow - after 20+ years of this I don't care any more. I feel very indifferent toward him - and can not see myself being called names for 20 more years. He has accused me of withholding love. I only wish I were withholding. I feel nothing. So sad. I wish I did not place such importance on words - and I have tried to focus on the good but I can not talk myself into desiring him. I am warm with him but I feel absolutely nothing.

04-17-2009, 02:40 AM	#1 (permalink)
lilyann Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2009 Posts: 1	hi - I am new and lost Hi! I enjoy learning about others. My favorite reads are biographies. I love paople and look foward to "connecting" with some of you. I am a little lost right now as I have lost my passion for my husband of many years. It has been seeping away. As soon as I feel the attraction return he will call me b---- or be disrespectful. He says he is sorry - but somehow - after 20+ years of this I don't care any more. I feel very indifferent toward him - and can not see myself being called names for 20 more years. He has accused me of withholding love. I only wish I were withholding. I feel nothing. So sad. I wish I did not place such importance on words - and I have tried to focus on the good but I can not talk myself into desiring him. I am warm with him but I feel absolutely nothing.