| | Manifesting short moments, but not a long term reality
I have become quite a pro at conciously manifesting bits of reality.
I find that I am very good at creating unconnected moments
Such as a song on the radio (even if its from the 50s- they suddenly play it after I focus on it the night before), a kiss (even with a specific person), great sex, a date, a trip. to the extent which I even amaze myself.
But I find it hard to manifest something which requires a process, not just a moment. like a relationship, or a family, which is what I really want to create
I can focus on seeing myself in someone specfics arms, and I will find myself in that situation very soon after, but it doesnt continue (he leaves the country or something). Or I decide I want sex with a beautiful man, and so it is the next day...
I have visioned myself geeting married, and giving birth, but when I try to imagine a man there with me, I get confused b/c I dont know who it could be or how it can happen.