[Sanne]

Hi all
For a few years now I'm on the path of taking responsibility for my own life, finding the essence of my desires and finding a way to bring everything I want into my life. I'm a very spiritual person, and I found a lot of things helpful in my journey, such as the feeling of being supported by other Souls, another kind of Family, meditation, EFT, reading lots of books like Eckhart Tolle, Abraham Hicks and more things like that.
Because of those things, and the growth that they brought me, I developed a feeling inside of me, a wonderful, exciting feeling. It comes and goes, mostly when I look at beautiful nature or when I see animals, when I hear a good song or when I feel the sun ans smell the fresh air it comes to me. I get this feeling when I think of what I want to do later, my dreams, such as starting my own business helping others with stuff like EFT and meditation. I get this feeling when I dream of what I want.
BUT, my life now is kind of a mess. The feeling I have deep inside of me is not connected to where I am this moment. When I really think of where I am right now, I feel lost and sad.
The thing is ,that I'm not sure how to get from here to where I want to be. I want not only to feel my desired within me, but to live them, or at least feeling that I am on my way to living them.
The situation I am in right now is as it is. There are things that I can change of course but some things I can't change. I just want to make some steps towards something good, but because I don't know where to start, I feel procrastinated.
Your help and insights will be very much appreciated.
Sanne