The negative energy is most likely there to serve as a indicator for you about your dark side in some degree.
Something for you to explore, and nothing to fear, for on some level you chose this attachment.
As you chose the attachment, you can just as easily detach.
The binge drinking and negative company would suggest some negative hangups about past relationships or family ties growing up. Quite possibly you may have to go back through and find that to truly release this "negative" energy you have created around you.
The best of luck, and remember you are an infinite eternal all powerful energy, What you say goes.
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