 Found my purpose - or something like it
The other day I woke up with this feeling of knowing my purpose. I still can't express it quite in words, but there's a feeling round about where my heart is that I can go into now. If I sit down and meditate on this feeling, I get this inflow of energy and perspective and start arranging my life around this feeling.
The feeling was always with me, but only now it's like I'm starting to accept it.
Yet it's still hard to get it all the time. I still fall back into purposelessness and addictive habits.
I think I can best describe it as "defense and love for the sacred truth," or deepest truth, but still it doesn't quite describe it right. It feels incomplete. I don't know if words will always be inadequate or if I have more work to do.
Interesting experience and not what I expected - has anyone else who has found their purpose had something similar?
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