I weakened and had half a glass of red and almost immediately regretted it. Long story, but mostly because I had gone through the thought, well if you can't beat them, join them. Then I remembered why I had decided to beat them, so I'm seeing that as just reinforcement of the whole concept.
I am becoming stronger from this, but this weekend will be a big one, quite a few occasions where drinking would be expected. I will forewarn everyone that I'm not drinking for January and stick to water and the odd juice.
I noticed, the pressure is internal to me, not actually from anyone elese. Anyone else notice that?
Joy to you
Hazel
|