my intuition does not come from the mind.that is why it is my truth - not originated in sth wich is exterior.
who said to you that intuition is dependable on thoughts and on mind??

i dont think so - i dont feel so either.
intuition,to me,comes from our inside´s soul - it comes from our Superior Self,and not from our Ego ( rational mind whatever..).
i can be feeling an emotion . and be feeling the Truth at the same time - its just a matter of knowing which emotion is:fear or love.If it is love,then it is indeed my own Trtuh;if not,then it isnt my deepest Truth.cause fear is the emotion that keeps me away from my own deepest Self.
The education i had were merely words yes

that is why that in a moment,i picked it all up and looked closely at each tiny peace of those words.and...transformed them into what i believe today. i am not my Path,i am my Present.
and i will continuously transforming it the moment i look at sth and dont consider it to manifest my better Self anymore.
im not rebellious to God: im experiencing myself the way God would like: by being honest to myself and not a follower.
i believe GOD gave us the most wonderful gift: the power to choose. CHoose whatever we want:to do,to think,to feel,to aim for etc....that is for me,to love uncondicionally.
you are right on sth: till now i haven managed to let my Ego down the toilet ( still) and be able to love uncondicionally,being there all the time. i mean...i will love those i love now.. forever...even if they hurt me or mistreat me.
what i can and would do is CHOOSE:TO leave.but the feeling of love is always here within me. It cannot go away. andit is the way it should be...