Look for another job on the side. If you get an offer you like, take it. If not, suffer through this BS.
Have you considered taking drugs while working? If you've resigned yourself to this fate, you might as well make yourself apathetic/numb to the emotional pain you feel.
It sounds like you've concluded, based on "the hype", that there aren't other jobs out there. It also sounds like you haven't looked, or haven't tried.
You HAVE a job, which makes you that much more appealing to people looking for employees.
Also, have you thought about self-employment?
Also, you could probably go beyond a year if you economized really well. You couldn't start something profitable in a year? You couldn't even make part-time money during that year?
Sounds like you've boxed in your expectations, and it sounds like you intend to stay in this job, afraid.
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