Honestly, don't worry about it.
I used to be like you, except I wanted to get a 4.0, not necessarily get perfect on everything.
Believe me, in college I was a 4.0 student for the first year. Then something happened to snap me out of that: I switched majors and I was horrible at it. I got a 2.87. Imagine getting nothing below a 4.0 in college, nothing below a 3.5 in high school, and then out of the blue you have the worst three months of your life and get a 2.87.
So believe me, you could have it much worse. Count your blessings, so to speak, and don't sweat the small stuff. You should be happy to be getting 19/20 etc. It is important to realize that you will never be perfect, though it's great to strive for excellence
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