haha sounds like me ... no jk
Sorry man, this might not be too helpful,... but I suggest you let it go & surrender to the life you live. Just have fun watching your life unfold no matter what the pleasure & pain that occur. Just be a witness of it all. Don't get attached to anything. Nothing lasts.
Just to motivate you to do what I say
... all those problems will be dead to you and will become the opposite. Trust me!
You are resisting to what is. 'What is' being the life you are having. What resists, persists. Let go of everything you 'want' and everything will change without any effort.
Has happened to me. Wasnt the social type. Let go of wanting to be social and guess what happened. I talk a lot
