Hey all.
I have some mental issues, which I hope that you can help me with. For a start, girls. I cannot pull. Now, I've posted this before, and a now good friend of mine, Phil, supplied me with a book. However, I don't want to use any of those pick-up methods, because that just isn't ME.
I want it to be ME, and only me. When I see a girl that I'm attracted to, I get a "deer in the headlights" moment, where I kind of freeze up, minds empties and I can't do ANYTHING. I don't know what the hell to do. I see all the guys around me getting cute, hot girls, and I'm left like a virgin idiot.
Moving on to my next problem. My insatiable desire to please EVERYONE. I want everyone to like me, I get happiness when people accept me, and I'm the centre of attention. I attention seek to get this attention. Usually though, I'm left in the background, just there to make up the numbers.
I feel like I'm NOBODY. I don't have a personality, I just have the ability to amazingly annoy people and piss them off. I wish I could be fit, funny, laid-back, don't care about negative people's opinons, just like, so CHILL, always happy, and a MASCULINE man. Like, I can handle my problems, I can handle myself, and actually STICK UP for myself, instead of being a *****.
Agh. Help!
