thank you very much for the advice.
it's difficult because this is the first time in my life where i've really burned bridges with someone, and it's hard to live with that. i really regret what i did when i was 19, i was a screw up, but i also learned it from it (that being my first relationship), which has allowed me to grow (i'm almost 23 now). i just wish i had my head on straight back then as i do now.
i guess i've already let her go, it's been years since we've had contact with one another but forgetting her is impossible. i think about her all the time. being enrolled at the same university doesn't help much either. there are times when i think i see her, but i think my mind is just playing tricks on me.
i need to start dating more, that's been a challenge as well. i just need to keep improving on myself, because that's only thing that's going to allow me to move on. once i'm a stronger person, i'll attract more positive things into my life, including people, and the next time around i'll make good decisions.
thanks again
