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Originally Posted by crazzymikey  Hey,
A while back and in the past I have had what I thought to be extremely vivid sex dreams - I now realise that they were actually astral sex. I don't normally remember astral projecting but these incidents were extremely vivid and real, I knew what was happening as it happened just like in real life. They were a memory the next day not a dream.
Anyways I am concerned over what it was. I had the most amazing sex ever and it was passionate, sensual and encompassing. I couln't see the person I was with, it was more the sensation and kinda body parts/silhouttes. At the same time it was in my bed - I didnt go anywhere. Whom ever I was with must have come to me. I read all these things about demons and uncubi on here. I don't like the idea of having my energy taken or being violated by a sinister being. Being a gay guy it was definitley a man/male spirit that I was with. Is it possible it was someone I knew? or a spirit from a past life? a guide? or a demon? or a incubi? How can I tell? If I want to stop it - how would I do that? if its a good spirit how do I get them back? lol.
The whole annoymous sex thing seems more on the demon side to me? it was passionate sex and nothing else.
Although I wanted more and it was not totally unwanted, I don't think I could have stopped it, I felt I was being encompassed by something bigger than me, it was so seductive, it over powered me.
Can anyone help shed some light on this for me please? |
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Although the above post is an older one (Feb. '09), I felt compelled to address it since the phenomena that the writer describes is something I, too, have experienced and something I live in dread of having happen again:
I think I know what you are describing. It has happened to me, too, and it is disturbing but arousing all the same. I think the "distress" part can be attributed to a sense of guilt on the part of the "victim," or to a suspicion that this entity might be far from benign. It is anyone's guess as to the identify of this drop-in visitor. It could be someone you literally DO know. It seems more likely that it would not be someone known to you.
If this was "astral sex," it does not seem as though you were the astral traveler. Indeed, I would deduce that you were simply a target or, in more sinister terms, the victim.
First of all, I do not think sexual gratification while one is sleeping is
always brought about by supernatural presences. Sometimes the release of sexual tension is just that: the body's way of bringing about release while asleep. To read articles that attribute these nocturnal discharges to "spirits" strikes me as nonsensical. I wish I could say the same for these other more "lucid" incidents, however, such as the one that happened to you.
With the recent explosion of interest in the supernatural, not to mention all sorts of other allusions to the spirit world in the media and on the 'net, we have incited a virtual ghost storm.
A clue (from my perspective, anyway) to the intentions of this invisible force that came upon you is in the way you described its presence as being bigger than you and overpowering. The sensations you felt really made sense because "sex" with one of these dark forces does not actually include penetration, although I have no doubt that once the spirit procures enough human sustenance via energy leeching, the sexual act will be that much closer to the real thing.
I believe you know in your heart that this force that overcame you was more sinister - and even malicious - than anything else.
As a matter of fact, I will go so far as to say that we humans are being attacked, "raped," tortured while we sleep, yanked from our bodies in the middle of the night, spied on, etc., at the whim of any number of invisible entities. Take your pick; ghosts, demons, astral projectors and "mystic travelers," earth-bound spirits, etc. The ones that don't ascend to higher states of consciousness simply prowl around on the earthly plane doing what they do best: seducing or tormenting their prey in exchange for another hit of "life force." Apparently these entities DO have physical appetites despite their lack of physical bodies.
Perhaps I'm on the wrong forum for not suggesting to you that you take up your amulets and charms in order to banish this seductive spirit. Rather, my advice would be to to strictly discourage this type of carnal indulgence, the sooner the better. A prayer to the One who will be there for you always is, I think, the only real solution along with abstinence. It is tempting sometimes to submit to the spirit's (or soul traveler)'s seductions, but for a few moments of pseudo- sex, it is not worth the price you will ultimately pay.
The scenario you have described (and one in which I, too, have engaged) might not be so different, in the long run, from selling your soul to the devil. Good luck.