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Originally Posted by Wax Frog  I'm not one for doing mushy poster-style slogans, but here goes...
Maybe it's only when we reach the cliff that we find out we have wings  |
Fully...I'm very used to the cliff...mine is a very different cliff though....mine is the cliff of faith........so learning in life to have not having ONE saftely net, but the invisble one I talk of........Heres the pattern...and three years learning........ I know my intentions...I have absolute faith (that took two!) ...and up until this point I get a run of syncs, like yesterday, major ones..............so that peaks the trust.....then BOOM!
now while in this state the universe then decides like clockwork to rock my boat, they want to know if I really trust or am just kidding them, to get what I want.........so they say...mmmm...lets take her money and see how much she trusts then....so the work collapses! (honestly such a pattern here...could right a book...in fact after major sync's runs........I say...hey watch my work go now! I can laugh at it now!)
ha, and that aint all....... then, they decide to throw my mum in....just for her to remind me of my true reality........perhaps that will shake her into fear and not faith....actually what the hell...lets give her another person to call her unrealistic.... again...lets test how much she engages and sinks back into the pit of doubt.....
ok....its still not finished.....what else can we throw at her....ok...lets give her ego a go....is she prepared to do things she has sworn she wont do, because shes gone fully for her intentions....lets make her do that and see if she still trusts washing pots and pans, phewy its getting harder...and normally by now...I'm sinking back into doubt!
yep............Im usually Im definitely back in doubt...then hey guess what???????..one week, later...RUN OF SYNC'S, BOMBARDED YET AGAIN.....the carrot is back!.....so faith goes up, holding holding holding........then BOOM! .....and so the cycle repeats.....
get my drift...unwavering faith, key to LOA...its taken soooooo long to learn........and many bumps and clockwork patterns, but the stability in it is standing for much longer periods, pretty much all of the time....in fact have a sneaky feeling, this is the last of it......frig...hope that didn't just call in the earthquake finalee! swear Im waiting for it.....
but may choose to beleive Ive payed my dues...and Im actually done....